♪ Talking Crap ♫

My skin is peeling off...

2011-09-18T02:33:00.003+08:00

Most probably because I'm exposing it to excessive amounts of friction.

But I don't really mind...

Because once the skin peels off completely,

a stronger layer grows to replace it.

Then I won't have to feel so much pain anymore.

But everything takes time,

and a stronger layer of skin only grows when the last one peels off.

I Don't Like Being The Center of Attention

2011-09-17T16:35:00.006+08:00

Haha!

Picture a band on stage.

I don't wanna be the singer or the guitarist.

They get so much of attention.

I'd rather be like the drummer.

You sit at the back of the stage,

and nobody ever actually notices you throughout the show.

But without you,

there is no band.

The drummer is like... the backbone of the band.

Keeping time and giving a solid beat for a song.

Without the drummer the show's nothing but a boring piece of entertainment.

Unless, of course, if you're a fan of a fully-acoustic, dead show.

So yeah.

Being like a drummer is nice.

Silently supporting everyone from the back,

barely ever taking credit.

Vocalists and guitarists are overrated.

Oh and being a bassist is pretty awesome too.

The show can still go on,

but it'd feel like something somewhere isn't right,

like there's an empty spot just screaming to be filled.

Drummers & Bassists = awesome, underrated people

Vocalists & Guitarists = awesome, overrated people

What if...

2011-07-17T10:50:00.002+08:00

What if I've found my purpose in life, and it isn't to be an accountant? What if it doesn't involve a stable paycheck?

I'm kinda worried.

2011-07-10T00:11:00.000+08:00

Because I really hate myself, and I know that isn't healthy.

I AM SLEEPY.

2011-06-05T02:52:00.002+08:00

oh wait. that should be in facebook.

I AM SO STRESSED BECAUSE EXAM IS LESS THAN 48 HOURS AWAY T___T

Technically, it's 3pm Monday, 6 June 2011.

And the toughest subject this sem is on Tuesday, 7 June 2011.

I'm not prepared, so I'm staying up to study.

But I suck. I can't help but come to the computer every 1/2 and hr.

I'm kinda torn, actually.

Stay up late and study,

or prioritize my health and go to sleep and not study and fail?

Blardy hell Ng Ying Xingggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggg

2011-06-01T23:23:00.001+08:00

2011-06-01T23:18:00.002+08:00

I'm trying to figure out if it's your attitude problem, or mine.

Coz as far as I'm concerned, I've been tolerating a lot of people since the starting of 2011.
I promised myself to be a more patient and tolerant person.

But people around me seem to think I don't get angry easily and take advantage of that.

Newsflash assholes, not everyone can put up with your shit attitude.

2011-06-01T04:28:00.002+08:00

I have too much on my mind to fall asleep.

I need to pen these thoughts down.

I don't know who will read these,

but I know that at least, it's accessible.

The thought of my thoughts being accessible sets my thoughts a little more free.

I've been doing a lot of thinking.

People have done me wrong, and left cuts and scars on my life, each carrying their own unique impact and impression I have on the person.

I was imagining that if they came up to me and apologized for doing what they did to me,

no matter how small the matter is, or how long ago it was,

I'd forgive them. I'd even respect them. And appreciate them more.

At least then I'll know someone actually cares enough to feel guilty to me.

And then I think, what if the roles were reversed?

I'm human. I make mistakes, especially at the spur of the moment. I'm a hundred percent sure I've left my own cuts and scars on other people's life.

What if I bring it up and apologize?

I know there's a saying that goes like this: leave the past in the past,

but really, someone should create a saying like: do whatever you can in your capacity to set yourself free from burdens and regrets.

I want to (thismightsoundcheesysocloseyourearsifyoucanttakecheesystuff) put a bandage over every cut and scar that I have left on each person's life.

And of course I'm not referring to the general "To everyone I've done wrong, I am sorry." apologies.

I want to specifically tell the person what I've done wrong,

and if that person won't forgive me, at least I owned up, at least that person knows how bad I feel for leaving a cut, and perhaps sometime in the future, apologize again.

But for now, while I try to gather up my courage, here's a general one to all of you.

You'd be surprised who came into my mind when I'm thinking, so don't exclude yourself from my apologies:

I am sorry. Truly.

What's Happening?

2011-04-20T00:59:00.004+08:00

It's weird.

If I backtrack my academic performance all the way to when I was in Form 1,

I've never always been the same.

People that I once look up to and never dreamed of surpassing their smarts,

now stand below me academic-wise.

I would never call them stupid, because they're not.

And I would never call myself smart too, because well, I'm not.

Question is, how did it come to a point where I'm above them?

What happened in the process that I overlooked?

Am I improving, or are they deproving?

Or better still, are exam standards substantially deteriorating?

Because I've never had the burden of getting myself into a mess with relationships and stuff everyone else is after,

I guess all I had to do was give myself a push forward to get ahead of others who are stuck in the dimension of the common teenage angst.

I wish there was some way to know the real situation and how things have been going.

If only there was a chart for everyone's brain growth, academic-wise, that enables everyone to compare performances easily.

Til then, I'll be stuck in a confusion.

P.S. At least I didn't leave my blog empty for 12 months yet lol :D

2010-05-24T23:08:00.004+08:00

Today,
I discovered something that really got me thinking.
Something worth blogging about.

I've been in college studying accountancy for nearly 6 months now.

And today, I discovered that 1 of my classmates will be leaving us to pursue her studies in Form 6 instead.
Why?
Because she has found what she really wants out of life,
and it doesn't include being an accounting graduate from Sunway.

This shocked me.
Leaving Sunway for Form 6?
That would be the last thing I would do.

Because not only have I spent my last 5 months working hard to keep up to par with my grades,
I have also paid my fees for the first and second semester.
It would seem impossible for me to just leave like that,
financially and not.

And yet that's just what my classmate did.
I really praise her ability to make her own decisions in a courageous, brave and risk-taking manner.
I would never have that ability to make this kind of decision.

I've been thinking for a long time now.

These 5 months, I have not really been enjoying life as an accountant.

I mean, you see,
let me tell me you guys how I ended up here in the first place.

Ever since I was in Form 4,
I was always dreaming of being a pharmacist.
But to study pharmacy,
I must first get into Form 6, which I hate.

And I must also be up to date with the latest technology and medicine.
Doesn't matter if I'm 18 or 80,
as long as I'm in the pharmacy industry I must know about all the changes in this field,
and whoa I don't want to be loaded with all the extra knowledge I need to put into my old, dying brain when I'm 50, right?

And then my friend told me,
pharmacy is a 'hot' job now.
There aren't many job opportunities if you choose to walk this road.

That was the last straw that broke the camel's back.

It took some time,
but I finally decided to go with the safest job -- an accountant.

Every company needs an accountant.
Every. Single. One.

You need an accountant to control your finances,
keep and manage your financial transactions,
count and predict the profits, losses, sales, purchases, etc.

And that's why I ended up in Sunway.

But these few months,
I noticed that whenever my eyes scan through an article relating to pharmacy I feel a strange sense of regret tingling in the bottom of my stomach.

And whenever I read the header of an accounting article,
I skip it.

I'm not interested in accounting.
Pharmacy is where my interest lies.

But don't get me wrong,
I do NOT want to change courses.

Like I've said before,
my semester fees, exam fees, and misc fees have all been paid for.

I've been spending a lot of time and effort in this field,
and I have also made many new nice friends.

Do you mean to tell me I must step out of my comfort zone again?
I refuse.

I guess I just want someone to convince me that studying accountancy is what I'm meant to do.
I need reminding of why I am in this position here today.
Why have I come here again?

I forgot.

I'm in a moment of confusion.

lolz

2010-03-06T15:28:00.000+08:00

guess wat?

i failed my mock exam.
not the fail fail,
but relatively fail.

TEEHEE.

Y-_-

hbtm

2010-01-28T23:43:00.002+08:00

okok,
you guys want an update?
here goes...

it's 28 january,
yeah my 18th birthday.

so thanks for all the wishes guys.

i don't know how i should feel really...
i felt touched, embarassed, happy, sad, dissapointed, panic, afraid, depressed, cheerful, crazy and all just in one day.

so yeah...
it's obviously only through facebook that people would recognize this day la,
which is why i think this year i got way more SMSes and FB comments than last year.
coz fb size grew rapidly throughout 2009?

if not i won't be surprised if i wake up to find only 2 or 3 SMSes,
and 0 wall posts on fb.

but thanks to fb,
i am not surprised that i got more than 20 wall posts on facebook,
and more than 10 SMSes from friends,
and warm wishes from all my classmates.

so yeahhh,
i dunno la =.=

to feel happy or sad.
it's kinda mixed really...

okok i sound really emo now,
i better stop.

and anyways it's nearing 12,
need to sleep.

another !$##$%^ day in college tomorrow.

SPM 2009 Chemistry P1 Answer

2009-12-08T16:39:00.003+08:00

I did badly in Paper 3...
But hey, it's over WHEE!

Hereeeeeee, Chemistry Paper 1 answers for SPM 09 :D

Taken from forum.lowyat.net
Official SPM Thread

Chemistry answer

1. C
2. D
3. B
4. D
5. A
6. A
7. C
8. D
9. D
10. D
11. A
12. D
13. B
14. A
15. B
16. B
17. D
18. A
19. C
20. B
21. C
22. A
23. A
24. D
25. C
26. C
27. B
28. A
29. D
30. A
31. C
32. B
33. C
34. C
35. A
36. D
37. A
38. B
39. D
40. B
41. B
42. C
43. B
44. D
45. B
46. C
47. A
48. A
49. C
50. B

SPM 2009 Sej P1 Answer

2009-12-03T17:08:00.004+08:00

Since I'm already posting the answer,
might as well share with you people lar.

Pn. Tan single handedly find all the answers so I believe it's true lah.

tell me what you got!
=X

1. D
2. A
3. B
4. C
5. D
6. A
7. B
8. C
9. B
10. B
11. C
12. C
13. B
14. C
15. A
16. B
17. D
18. A
19. D
20. B
21. C
22. D
23. A
24. A
25. C
26. B
27. A
28. D
29. A
30. D
31. A
32. C
33. B
34. C
35. B
36. D
37. D
38. A
39. C
40. A

Oh and I got 34/40 -.-"

SPM 2009 Maths P1 Answer

2009-12-03T16:54:00.003+08:00

Took the trouble to find from lowyat.net for you guys.
SEE I'm soooooo nice xD
Tell me your marks pl0x :P

1. D
2. A
3. B
4. C
5. C
6. B
7. B
8. D
9. A
10. B
11. C
12. D
13. B
14. C
15. B
16. D
17. A
18. D
19. C
20. A
21. B
22. D
23. A
24. A
25. B
26. D
27. C
28. A
29. D
30. A
31. D
32. C
33. C
34. B
35. C
36. B
37. C
38. C
39. A
40. D

SPM 2009 Physics P1 Answer

2009-12-03T16:40:00.002+08:00

From lowyat.net also.
Tell me your results arrrrrr!

1.C
2.D
3.A
4.B
5.A
6.B
7.C
8.C
9.A
10.D
11.A
12.B
13.C
14.C
15.A
16.A
17.B
18.B
19.C
20.B
21.B
22.A
23.D
24.D
25.C
26.D
27.D
28.B
29.C
30.B
31.B
32.C
33.B
34.C
35.C
36.B
37.C
38.A
39.C
40.D
41.B
42.C
43.C
44.B
45.B
46.A
47.C
48.B
49.B
50.D

SPM 2009 Biology P1 Answer

2009-12-03T16:35:00.006+08:00

Got this from lowyat.net punya forum.
For Biology takers,
whip your Paper 1 out and mark!!

Biology answer
1.C
2.B
3.D
4.C
5.A
6.D
7.C
8.C
9.B
10.D
11.A
12.D
13.B
14.B
15.A
16.C
17.A
18.D
19.C
20.B
21.D
22.C
23.A
24.D
25.B
26.A
27.C
28.D
29.D
30.A
31.A
32.B
33.A
34.C
35.C
36.B
37.B
38.B
39.D
40.D
41.A
42.A
43.D
44.B
45.D
46.C
47.B
48.A
49.C
50.C

FYI I haven't mark mine yet...
Too scared to know the results,
and too lazy also :P

Tell me your results!!

Pressured.

2009-10-27T23:55:00.001+08:00

Hello.
I know nobody reads,
or even visits here anymore.

Still,
I'm gonna blog.

I feel pressured nowadays.

Tons of trial papers for various subjects,
homework,
family,
friends,
my pet dog,
prefect stuff,
studies,
catching up with syllabus,
college choices,
and worst of all,
SPM.

Add these all up and what do you get?

Pressure.
Stress.
The feeling like you just wanna scream and tear every last strand of hair off your head.

And because I don't tell anybody about this (even when I write it here nobody reads),
everyone goes on with their usual insulting,
thinking they're so funny.

Whenever I have problems and tell anyone,
they take it lightly.
And then they insult me.
Although I may be wrong,
somehow their words make me feel worse than I initially did.

This sucks.
SPM sucks.

Dear God,
Give me a break.
Make time stop...

PMR

2009-10-07T11:31:00.004+08:00

Hard to believe how time flies so fast.
Today's the first day of PMR for fellow 2009 candidates,
and they're having the same luck as 2007 candidates did 2 years ago.
It's raining again!

Oct 1, 2007 was pouring rain from the wee hours of morning.
Man I miss those moments.
I was standing outside the classroom with my friends,
and my trusty pencilbox in my hands.
In it contained highlighters, 2 erasers, 2 rulers, 2 mechanical pencils, 2 blue pens, 2 black pens, highlighters, etc...
until my friend told me:
"no pencilbox allowed inside lah! no mechanical pencils allowed lah! only can bring transparent pencilbox and normal pencils inside!!"

-.-

Luckily Szu Wah borrowed me some normal pencils and a sharpener.
Sooo sueh.

First day of PMR raining and kelam kabut -__-

Luckily I still managed to score an A for BM la.

I wonder how my brother is doing in the exam hall now.
It's just 10 minutes until the Paper 2 BM ends.
Maybe he got out early.

The rain is not only not subsiding,
it's gradually getting heavier.

... :O

And I just realised my car is parked outside!!
Great.

... Okay well actually today's post was meant to be nostalgic but you know...
I can't think of anything else to say.
So I better go fetch my brother instead.

BYEZZ!

Moments Worth Cherishing.

2009-10-02T23:47:00.003+08:00

New day, new sampah :(

Chee Kuan and I.

I wonder what Alicia is checking out xD

Arghh! Bad breath!

The group chatting as usual.

Chee Kuan looks so fake :/

WHAT?! SPM IS SO NEAR?

Chee Kuan and her oil-blotting paper -_-

I am sooo rajin! Doing correction for add maths Paper 1!

Yee Wen, my add maths sifu :)

Fui Jinn likes covering her nose and laughing, so Yee Wen is imitating her!

Chee Kuan is just a poser, that's my add maths paper!

Pengacau!

It all started out with boredom.

...And then Sook Kuan started to get horny.

So she said, "Let's play the cha cha!"

"Hmm... who to cha next?"

Bored :(

Yee Wen and Fui Jinn, the 2 editors for our school magazine 2009!

Acting dumb :/

May Yen and me! I think this is my first picture with her alone!

Nerds unite!

"Come I help you push your spects 8)"

Acting cute. Something I am NOT good at.

More people joining in to act cute xD

Once again, more! xDD

Yan Hui and I.

Looking at handsome guys... which is definitely not behind them :P

*pinch pinch pinch*
Eh? What?

Peace!

This looks wrong...

Fui Jinn and Sanjivan!

I didn't even realize this picture was taken!

Soo Yok Man with Fui Jinn.

This picture looks a bit kayu.

My turn with Soo Yok Man at last!

Me and Glory's brother, Nicholson!

Nicholson looks so cute hahha!

Time of the day to STRREEETTCCHHH!

Fui Jinn is amazed at how elastic my face is..

Soon Yuen and I!

Chee Kuan and Soon Yuen.
(I didn't put the other here la happy?)

I'll miss poking her pimples.

...Or slapping it. :P

Eating in class during recess.

Emo... Only got bread to eat for recess :(

Cheah Kha Mun, my ex-anak buah and ex-penolong ketua patrol :D

Taekwondo pro ar! Don't play play.

Me, Wei Lee and Fui Jinn :)

With Jun Yeong this time :D

Alicia is soo confused over which is the correct SPM timetable.

Don't cry Chee Kuan, tomorrow is another day! xD

Li Ann and I :D

Jacqueline Ong! My ex-anak buah, a lot shorter than me xP
(jangan marah, joking!)

Li Ann and Glory!

Another shot posing like crabs!

Tie-pulling, a classic among the both of us :D

Me and Spellman!

Husna and I :)

Me and Hasliya! Look carefully, can see a bit of her hair coming out xD

Yee Wen looks like a (sad) guy from this angle o.O

rawr!

"EE Alicia what you doing?"
NO LA. I dunno why I had that expression.

Eh, why got water come out one ar?

Written on card : DEEP LOVE NIGHT
(librarian annual party theme)

One of my favourite decorations in the class!

Can you see my name? :D
(If you can't I dunno what to say la :/)

I drew that turtle! x)

"Look, that's where I sit!"
Lame.

Pelan Kelas 5 Gigih.

Our class timetable. So cute right? xD

My doodles on Alicia's table.

Emo-ing that I'm never gonna get the chance to conteng Alicia's table anymore..

YX: Might as well draw while I still can!
Alicia: NOOOO!!

Yee Wen and I.
Okay I look weird :/

Sook Kuan and I.
I look weird again.

Husna. Senget smile!

Hasliya. So rajin weh!

Grrr!

"Heh, you're never gonna win, amateur!"

That's all folks!

looking ahead

2009-09-11T19:45:00.002+08:00

I know they say we shouldn't dwell in the past or dream about the future,
instead live in the present.

But I can't stop wishing for SPM to be over!!

There are SO many things I wanna do after SPM!

I wanna go ice skating, shopping, get back on maple, get back on ragnarok, work (I wanna do this veeeeeery much), watch movies in theatres, go on holidays, go on outings with friends, rest and relax everyday, play with my dog everyday without feeling guilty, watch Moonlight Ressonance, watch all Hong Kong dramas everyday, catch up on all the Spongebob Squarepants episode via his website, watch Nickelodean everyday, watch Disney everyday, play computer with hours on end, stay up late, wake up late, buy DVDs and watch at home everyday, blog free-heartedly, chat with friends on MSN everyday, AND SO MUCH MORE!!

At the same time though, I wish SPM would be further away.

I don't have enough time to study.

I haven't mastered all the subjects yet.
Okay well I haven't even really get to know all the subjects =.=

Aaaaah I'm so torn.
I'm sooooo dead.
Wait, I'm dead?
Yay!

MJ lives

2009-09-02T19:46:00.003+08:00

my computer kena virus T.T
I can only come online using my dad's laptop now.
Pffffffft.

Anyways,
29 August 09 was MJackson's would-be 51st birthday.

While he was alive,
he always tried to instill good values into most of his songs, like
Heal the World,
We Are The World,
Earth Song,
etc.

Sadly, his efforts did not prove to be very effective.
But now that he has left...
he finally unites the world! :D

Check these videos out!

calling all steamboat fans!

2009-08-30T23:09:00.007+08:00

There's a buffet steamboat restaurant in Kuchai Lama called
MELTING POT CURRY STEAMBOAT BUFFET.
It's really nice,
and although at first glance it didn't look like it had many varieties of food,
it did!

They had lamb, chicken, all sorts of noodles, fish balls, dumplings, crab, prawn, scallops, ham, etc.

They're not just all steamboat,
they have grills too!

Just pick the food you want and ask the workers to grill it for you.
But make sure you don't waste food or you'll pay dearly for this sin.
They charge RM8 for every 100g you waste o.O
A big, fat weighing scale at the counter for you to see hahaha!

There are five choices of soup to choose from (you can choose 2 of them):
miso soup,
plain soup,
curry soup,
tom yam soup,
and milk.

My family took miso soup and milk coz we never try before mah.

Left: miso soup
Right: milk

We were fortunate coz we met someone we knew in the restaurant!
He was the owner's father and he teachers my brother maths :D

He reccomended us the curry soup and tom yam soup.

The curry is homemade without using curry powder,
so you can't find it anywhere else!

The tom yam is a grandma's recipe,
and you know grandma's recipes are always gooood :D

The owner himself was grilling our food tonight.
He learnt his grilling skills from a famous griller Bobby Chinn,
all the way in Vietnam!

Anyways,
since we knew the owner's dad,
we were given the privilage of switching our milk to curry,
coz my mum kept saying it was 'jelat' after drinking too much of it.

Left: miso soup
Right: curry soup

The curry was nice,
but too spicy!
So my bro came up with this genius plan:
mix the miso and curry together!
And boy was it good... :P

Did I mention they also had a glorious, beautiful, graceful, sexy, scrumptious, delicious, mouth-watering, attractive, wonderful, awesome, delightful, cool CHOCOLATE FOUNTAIN?

yes yes yes!

Guys, bring your girlfriend, wife, sister, auntie, or GRANDMA there and you'll be kicked aside for all they can see in their eyes is chocolate fountain!!

Sadly,
when I went for dessert it was already almost 10pm,
so I guess they didn't want to restock anymore.
There weren't many fruit choices left for me :(
I did manage to get some cherry tomatoes and young papayas though.

Overall,
I'd say their service is good.
They got lots of workers so they replenish the food fairly quickly (unless maybe it's near closing time).
The barbecue is a bit slow,
but worth the time :P

That's about it folks~

Chocolate

2009-08-27T20:15:00.000+08:00

"Chocolate" by Yasmin Ahmad.

I don't really understand it,
but I feel a little sad and touched after watching it.

What do you think?

Dumber than Dumbest.

2009-08-25T11:27:00.001+08:00

Okay, I'm officially stupid :O

I tried doing my Add Maths tuition homework.
...And I couldn't.
I only knew how to do 2 questions.
I'm such a sucker xD

And then I did Maths SPM model question.
I failed.

Dumbest Living Thing.

2009-08-24T19:17:00.002+08:00

24 August, Monday, 5.40pm: xing has finally started studying!!

Yeap, at last.
At long last.
At long long long long long last.

I've finally started doing a bit of studies.
But I stopped half an hour later.
Wanna know why?

Read on...

I begun by opening my Biology book.
I flipped to the Paper 3 section and wanted to the essay report..
aaaaaaaand the only thing I managed to answer was "problem statement" and "aim",
because it's given in the question.

So I decided I should take a peek at the answer for the hypothesis.
When I read the answer for hypothesis,
I had no idea what they were talking about.
So I read the whole essay answer,
and I was still clueless.

So fine.
Do Paper 2 lah!
I was doing okay, until they asked me to label some structures on the plant cell.

And then I felt stupid ._.

So I put away my Bio book and took out my Add Maths.
I got stuck at Question 2 (functions).
LOLOLOLOLOL!

I suck man! xD
Nobody else can be like me.
It's a miracle I even managed to pass my previous exams.

SPM is near...
Trials are even nearer...

I think...
I give up, no more hope for me.

Enough.

2009-08-12T19:54:00.003+08:00

I didn't know what to write here.
I still don't know what to write here.

All I know is,
when I read your blogs,
I felt like I was being stabbed repeatedly.
It hurt, it really did.
Because we never did what you thought we did.

You know what made me feel even more hurt?

It's the fact that in school and tuition, you guys still pretend to be my friends.
[Note: I did not know about this until yesterday evening.]

It's like,
if you have the guts to hate (or dislike) us,
why not you just show your true colours?
I thought you guys were my friends,
I really did.

I'll admit in my blog here.

I don't have many friends.

My language knowledge is limited,
I don't know cantonese and mandarin,
The only language I can really ever grasp is English.
I'm not even good in BM.

So I only know how to communicate with people in English,
and how many people are fluent in English to be able to talk to me?
The answer is... just as limited.

That's why,
I don't have many friends to chat to,
and I don't have many friends to pour my trust and loyalty into.
Which is why,
other than my gang members,
it's you guys I poured my trust and loyalty to.

I guess I made the wrong choice, as always.
I guess I wasted another 5 years building friendships with the wrong people.

And when you said you can't wait to get out of school so you don't have to see us anymore,
whoa!
The stabbing becomes twice as painful.

I used to be in a similar line of thinking;
"can't wait to get out of this stupid school!"
but as the year progressed,
it slowly came to me that I'm going to miss every single thing about this school and teachers,
how we had so much troubles getting the guys to sing for the patriotic singing competition in Form 4,
how we tried to get our candid page but failed,
how we tried to sell sweets to earn money for our class,
how we ignored Jamaliah,
how we were so scared of Pn. Tan,
how we laughed at silly teachers and other girls.

I guess we just don't think the same way.

Okay,
well here's the main point I want to convey.
I desperately need to clarify certain issues.

1. Yes, maybe you did call us to discuss the presentation but we were busy discussing other matters. That's our fault.

2. Yes, you did call us to join in the presentation infront but the 8 of you have already occupied all the space there was. If we were to stand infront of the teacher's table, I'd choose sitting down. The distance isn't much of a difference.

3. It's not true that we didn't help you answer any of Miss Sim's questions. I did try to point at a table where the answers to Miss Sim's questions were. And Yee Wen did help you guys to answer Miss Sim's questions.

4. We were not giggling/laughing at you guys. Why would we? You guys didn't even make a joke and it wasn't funny at all to see you guys getting scolded. Do you honestly think we like laughing at people who are in trouble? Just for the record, Amanda and Glory were both caught up in money issues at the moment.

5. "awesome show right?" No.

6. About the shoe-polishing issue, although I know it has nothing to do with me because I dislike Miss Sim, I just want to tell you guys that they're not polishing anyone's shoes. Chatting is not polishing shoes, they're 2 different issues. I know that some of you stay back and chat with Pn. Siti Zakiah too. Does that mean you're polishing her shoes too? Can I accuse you of the same offence? Please don't use that term, it's a very strong and sensitive one.

7. We do not look down on you. Just incase you haven't noticed, we are not smart. The real smart ones are by your side and we do not look down on people. Every individual has their own stream of thought and maybe ours just aren't similar. When I utter one word, you would probably think it's another meaning so yeah. Whatever it is, we do not think ourselves as the "smart gang" and you guys as the "idiotic gang". I repeat, we do NOT.

8. Sorry for being a bitch :( But at least my friends have all accepted me for who I am.

I sincerely hope that after my long-winded explanations, you guys would understand.
It's our last year,
and few last months,
less than 10 weeks left together in the classroom,
and I don't think I'd like to fill those few-left moments with hate and anger, or even hurt and fear.
You guys may not be talking about me,
but if it involves most of my gang members,
I'm willing to be hated/disliked by you guys along with them.

But...
if after this you still think we're the ones at fault and you're the correct ones,
then...

f*ck this.
I've had enough x]

P.S. I'm sorry Chee Kuan had to be caught in the middle, but you know yourself who you prefer and honestly, it's clear to see.

lalala

2009-08-09T14:42:00.001+08:00

i've got nothing to say.

WWF: Egg = Life

2009-08-01T15:05:00.003+08:00

Pssst,
let me tell you a secret.
In my 17 years of living on this planet,
I've never seen a turtle in the WILD before.

But you know,
I've always wanted to go to Rantau Abang, or whatever beach,
and watch them lay their eggs.
I want to know if they really shed tears as they lay their eggs :D
I want to watch the turtles safely burrying their eggs in the sand,
and returning to sea without being captured by humans :D
I want to watch those eggs hatching into cute little turtles safely,
without anyone stealing their eggs, selling them for selfish financial purposes and eating them.

But I'm afraid :O
What if turtles are extinct before I even get to see one for real?

Have you seen one?
Do you WANT to see one?

Then support WWF in their Egg = Life campaign to ban the sale of turtle eggs in Malaysia! :D

If you're wondering, why only Malaysia?
'coz the journey of a thousand steps begins with the first one lor.

What say you? :)

Taekwondo Grading

2009-08-01T11:55:00.003+08:00

Yeap, today's the day.
Taekwondo grading is actually exam to advance to higher belt colour lah,
so obviously I'm taking it!
I wanna be a black belt just like my daddy.. :D
not.

Anyways,
before my grading started I was kinda panicked.
I was so-so in taegeuk pattern, X-pattern and sparring but one-step sparring... UGH!

Ren Kai (YenLing's bro) taught us a lot of one-step sparrings before our grading,
but I forgot everything when it came to our turn, ahaha...

But I got confidence to pass this time la,
I think I did OKAY LAAAAAAAAAAR.

Pray hard for meself xD

Now I feel like eating KFC :d

Clickity bye bye!

2009-07-29T19:40:00.003+08:00

Just incase you haven't noticed (and I don't think anyone has),
my Google AdSense account has been banned HAHAHA!

They didn't tell me why,
all they did was tell me it was banned that's all,
then lead me to a FAQ about all the possibilities why it was banned.

I thought I'd be sad...
But I'm not :O

I'm just..

meh.

not like I'll lose anything so yeah whatever.

Anyway, I'd like to thank every one of you for helping me to click.
At least I know now who are the true friends who willingly help me click,
and who are those who groan, grumble and complain when I ask for some help.

Thanks, buddies :D

Yee Wen's birthday photos~

2009-07-24T18:13:00.005+08:00

Before the star of the day arrived.

LOLOLOL I LOVE THIS PICTURE LOL!

It's a bird! It's a plane! No, it's just lame people.

Cheers to our hard work in making this party a success.

Practicing how to throw Yee Wen into the pool when she arrives.

Waiting for Yee Wen and Sook Kuan to reach...

LOL CHEE KUAN XD

The person who is 17 on that day.

got food got smile.

Chee Kuan is a sucker for Hokkien mee.

Another weird picture to add into the collection.

OMG Fui Jinn looks so slim in this picture!

It's her big day but she looks bored. Sook Kuan pulak busy eating spaghetti.

Charades. If I'm not mistaken Chee Kuan was trying to act out "barbie doll"

Break time in between the 2 charades.

Chee Kuan got pulled into the pool whoo!

Yee Wen struggling to come out xD

Just chit-chatting after the major event was over.

Dark lar, too lazy to brighten it.

Yeah, that's more like it!

We didn't intend to smile coz we wanna act cool but we did in the end~

TEE HEE, wet Chee Kuan kacau the picture!

Uhh, no comments.

Don't get me wrong, I was holding the car keys okay? -_-

Mighty Minds

2009-07-23T18:23:00.005+08:00

...is only 3 days away.

What we're supposed to do is,
form a group of 3 people with reallllyyy big and mighty brains,
and answer questions based on general knowledge, science and maths.

Seriously, anything could come out!

They could ask you to convert a certain number from base 2 to base 5,
or ask you about amoebas, etc.

Susah.

My teammates are Yee Wen and Glory... so pray hard for us :P

Yee Wen's birthday!

2009-07-21T19:39:00.002+08:00

I should have post this yesterday,
but I was a little tired after coming home at 9.45pm so yeah... sorry Yee Wen!

Yesterday was Yee Wen's 17th birthday.
The rest of the gang have been planning a month beforehand about how to celebrate this special ocassion,
and since it's our last year we've decided to hold a surprise party for remembrance!

Our plan almost didn't succeed because Yee Wen refused to come down from her father's car.
She wanted to go straight to Secret Recipe because she thought the rest of us were there,
and she only wanted to wait for Alicia to come out of her condo to go together.

Thank you Sook Kuan for forcing that stubborn fella out of the car,
if not the rest of the gang (except Glory) will be waiting like idiots inside!!

Yee Wen was indeed surprised :D
But she didn't even show us a smile coz she almost got into a quarrel with her dad.
Sorry, but it's all worth it RIGHTTTT?!

Our dinner was:
Hokkien mee (brought by Chee Kuan)
Mexican chicken (brought by Sook Kuan)
Spaghetti (brought by Fui Jinn, cost shared with Alicia)
Fried mee hun (brought by Alexandra Lee)
Curry chicken (brought by Szu Wah)
5 bottles of soft drink (brought by me!)
Cut oranges (brought by Alicia)

After eating,
we played charades.
Loads of stupid and embrassing things we had to act out -_-;

After the first round of charades,
we played another round about "people we know".

Then, the major event of the day was carried out as planned...

Me: ey you all see!! inside the swimming pool drain got something green lar!
Rest of the gang: ha? where? where?
Yee Wen (looking into the drain): Nothing oso... Ah whatever, I go toilet first.

The moment she turned around was supposed to be the moment we catch her and throw her down the POOL,
but nobody moved, all staring at each other.
That 2 seconds was really funny coz everyone was expecting each other to take the first move xD

Finally, I shouted and grabbed her leg,
then a hell lot of struggling, laughing and shouting took place by the pool!

I almost got pushed in too -_-;

Finally,
Yee Wen was in LOL!!

The scene was seriously hillarious!

Yee Wen wanted revenge coz she didn't want to be the only one to be in the pool.

So of all people,
she pulled at CHEE KUAN who didn't know how to swim LOL!!
Kesian giler?

It was scary to see.
Like Yee Wen is a ghost from the swimming pool trying to pull in more victims to accompany her, yeee!

At last,
with a push from Fui Jinn the traitor,
poor Chee Kuan fell into the pool... :D

Sadly, we weren't able to enjoy the moment more because we saw a resident on the phone and we thought he was complaining to the guards about us!

Since this was all planned well ahead, Yee Wen had a towel and clothes to change into,
but Chee Kuan... kesian. u__u

Anyways, I hope Yee Wen really had a memorable birthday!

I understand that her parents never celebrated her birthday for her before,
so I really hope this piece of memory on this day will remain with you forever :D

If not forever also until you die can edi.

*AH LONG GANG PEOPLE I WANT THE PHOTOS!!

HELLLLOOO!

2009-07-20T21:50:00.003+08:00

I'm becoming a slave of advertisements,
coz now I'm gonna advertise another website!

This blogshop sells handmade, cute accessories such as handphone accesories, necklace, rings, etc etc.
Considering each of them are handmade with love and care (lawl!), the price for each items are considered reasonable, or cheap~

Here are a few items that blogshop offers;

www.yummibbles.blogspot.com

Oh, and have you watched CLICK?

CLICK!!

2009-07-18T15:16:00.001+08:00

Aww mannn!
I just read the summarised policies for putting those advertisements on my blog,
and it says I can't encourage people to click? :(

Okay then...
I guess I should be saying this instead:
if you wanna click, go ahead.
if you don't wanna click, fine :(

speaking of click,
have you guys ever heard of the movie, CLICK?
I've heard of Click for a while now,
but I haven't really been able to watch Click.

Luckily for me,
2 days ago TV3 aired Click on TV,
and Click was really goood!!

Adam Sandler who stars in Click is the main character,
and it's about a remote control where when you CLICK a button on the remote control,
e.g. Pause, Fast Forward or Mute,
it happens in real life! xD

Anyway, I'd rate it a 8/10,
coz TV3 cut a lot of scenes out from Click,
especially those middle fingers and bad words, etc.
So much for CLICKING.

Hmmmmmmmmmmmmmm.

Don't get me wrong,
I'm not making all those "click" words bigger because I want you to click on the ads,
it's just... well,
I love Click the movie.

So...

CLICK CLICK CLICK CLICK CLICK CLICK CLICK

You know you want to watch CLICK.
LOL now I'm annoying xD

*Seriously, I dunno what that arrow is =X

OMGOMGOMG xD

2009-07-17T23:11:00.003+08:00

Look at the sides and below this post :D
I put advertisements on my blog LOL!
Yes I know it's polluting and making my blog ugly.
But I heard that it can earn me some extra pocket money,
so why not give it a shot?

So as friends,
tolonglah saya xD;
Click those ads whenever you're free laaaaaar :D

I'm just testing though,
I just looked through the agreement only since I got nothing to lose.

So I don't even know;
1. how to get my money
2. how much i earn per click

I'm clueless.
Anyhow, help lar xD;

If your blog has one too, tell me about it!
I'll go there and help you click.
Then I scratch your back, you scratch my back.
Tolong satu sama lain :DDD

Oh by the way, support Science & Maths' stall tomorrow? xD
We're doing that buzzer game "Touch Me Not".
We'll be welcoming your arrival at stall no. 85 nearby the Art Studio in Block C.

Thanks, you're the best! - Mr. Loke
See you people there :D!

Science & Maths

2009-07-10T13:51:00.002+08:00

...should be taught in English.

Teaching it in BM is a waste of time for those who wish to pursue their studies in science and/or mathematics in college and university.

If you study it in BM from young,
then when you go university it's in BI,
how are they going to cope?

They won't know what is
respiration, excretion, lymphatic, electroscope, resonance, etc.

Maybe our goverment likes to see a "?__?" expression on the college and university students.

Whatever it is, this decision is stupid.
And if you agree with me, go here and vote on the poll.
It probably won't help much,
but it's worth a try.

*salutes Tun Mahathir*

merentas TAMAN

2009-07-03T22:02:00.002+08:00

Merentas Taman SMKBBSP '09 this year was actually fun!
At first when the loud horn was let off,
I was among the last =.=
So I panicked and quickly caught up with the rest.

But there were a few people I couldn't catch up with.
Neeshanti and Cheong Zi Hui especially!!
They are really, really, really, really, really, really fast.
And actually, Shin Mei already overtook me,
so far ahead I even lost sight of her :(
It's just that she went to wrong route, following the boys...
So yeah, if you're reading this, I'm really sorry that I took your position Dx

Oh ya!
Yesterday Chee Kuan and I went to check out Taman Bukit Jalil.
And we really saw wild boars!!
Carolyn didn't lie!! :O:O
4 adults, 2 babies.
I saw one of them peeing from the butt too xD!

Anyways,
congrats to everyone who won!

HAHAR Temenggung got last xP

NS

2009-07-01T22:28:00.003+08:00

i'm sure all the form 5's know that the NS list of chosen candidates is out right?
i can't believe so many people were chosen this year!

to those who want to be chosen, but didn't; you can actually sign up for it so good luck xD

to those who don't want to be chosen, but did; good luck in the camp. It may not be as bad as you think.
just becareful with everything you do and have fun at the same time. i'm sure it's gonna be a heck of a good time :D

merentas desa SMKBBSP this year is gonna be held in the Taman Bukit Jalil.
carolyn and yoon yee just told me that there are babi hutan and graveyards there wth?
thanks for telling me,
now i'm freaking scared to run there =.=

since it's my last year,
i hope i can win a medal or something.
15 - 20 pun jadilah.

i know it's gonna be hard,
especially when i haven't even started training...

it's not that i don't want to,
it's just... my body don't wanna get up from either the TV or the computer.

i think... no hope to win la.
but i'm still gonna run for the fun of it.
because well,
this is my last year and next time if i wanna merentas desa again,
it will be like a marathon which is like.. boo.
with all those professionally trained people?
NO. THANK. YOU.

R.I.P. MJ

2009-06-29T18:55:00.002+08:00

i know this is super late.
but i've never thought about blogging of his death before.

at first i was unemotional when i read that he had died on friday (yess i only got the news on Friday morning).
but then i got happy,
because i thought he was just an ugly white-wannabe child molester who loves grabbing his crotch when he dances.
but then i got back onto the unemotional track.

and then people started playing all his songs on radios, internets, blogs, youtube, facebook, etc.
then i started to realise he sang so many of the songs i like (or at least, used to like).
"you're not alone", "man in the mirror", "i'll be there", "abc", yadda yadda.

and then i got sad.

it's sad that he had to pass away at a considerably young age,
'cause although he's an ugly child molester guy,
he has a really good voice,
and a whole chuck of talent.

oh well,
those whom the gods love die early.

R.I.P. and I hope you'll reincarnate as a white coz then you wouldn't have to go for surgery

Replaying words like a broken record.

2009-06-25T15:15:00.007+08:00

I'm really sorry to say this.
I really don't want to do this.
But head of patrols know their prefects best,
so please don't think that you people know them better, because we do.
You might see them in one or two situations,
but we see them in all sorts of situations --
how they approach a gangster student,
how they approach nice students,
how they react when taunted,
how they psychologically taunt students,
etc.

So when the head of patrols have carefully chosen who is capable of being in the list of community board next year,
please don't change it anymore.

I don't know how you manage to bring yourself to believe you know them better.

I feel sad for Nur Fathonah, Wei Yi, and Man Sheng.

Don't worry guys,
all of you are good so keep working hard to achieve self-satisfaction although nobody else knows how to appreciate you.
Better still, just quit the board.
Then watch it crashing, and laugh because they didn't know how to choose you guys.

Also, I can't believe you said there must be more Form 4's compared to Form 3's.
What happened to "quality over quantity"?
Besides, most CEOs nowadays are youngsters.

This time,
I'm not angry,
I'm not upset,
I'm deeply dissapointed by your actions and the board's.

Patience isn't meant to be tested.

2009-06-16T21:41:00.000+08:00

REMIND me again why I even bothered handing up my voting papers last year.
REMIND me again why I forced all my friends to give you top rating in every aspect.
REMIND me again why I thought you would make a good leader.
REMIND me again why I clapped and cheered when you were announced as our leader.

Maybe,
maybe you were just pretending.
Could it be that you pretended to be better than who you really are?
So that we vote you as our team leader?

And after you won a chair at the top,
you go back to who you really are.
Is that true?

It's okay,
for voting you I blame myself.
I don't blame you.
You're probably some power-hungry freak who loves pretending.
So I'm gonna ignore this fact for now (:

During the exams, I carry a book.
An add maths book, mind you.
I wanted to read as I eat,
no intention to read while I work at all.
You took it away,
saying it will influence my other teammates.
Claiming it is unfair for the others.

So tell me then.
When you and your friends sit in class studying,
while we are working hard,
does that not influence us?
So to you,
sitting in class and studying is very fair,
it is very influential,
it will inspire us to work harder.
Is that how your twisted mind works?

5 years.
That's how long I've been in this school.
That's how long I've been a student.
That's how long I've been a prefect.
That's how long I've been gathering valuable knowledge and experience you will never get.

You?
2 years.

What do you know?
How much do you even know?

Now.
One day.
One case of food poisoning.

Do you even bother to listen to our explanations?
Do you even bother to listen to our problems?

Nope, don't think so.

What kind of leadership is that?

Instead,
what did you do?
You issued us a warning letter.

If so is the case,
so shall I react.

If I did not show up at the table earlier,
who knows what more you would have said to her.
To say that I am rude?
To say that I lie?
To say that I am horrible?
To say that I don't contribute?
I don't know.

When my teammates don't work properly,
we get scolded.
Have you ever stopped to think?
That your classmates don't work too?
That you yourself don't work too?

Especially that guy.
Before all the posts were decided,
he too pretended to be more than what he was.
Everyone from your class are hypocrites.
Unfortunately, he wasn't much anyway.
And after everything was settled,
he became worse.
I don't even see him around anymore.
I barely see him patrolling the blocks.
If I ever do, he is talking and disturbing other teammates.

So, I guess this is your definition of good leadership:
If it's your friends, close one eye. Everyone else receive worse treatments.

I see.
If that's the way it is, I guess there is nothing I can say that will change your mind.

So sorry for being rude.

All of us are seriously tired.
Even the head of the heads are being lenient on us.
But you insist on being strict,
thinking that this will help the organisation to improve.

Under you?
Don't think so, little miss shoe licker.

back to school

2009-06-15T06:35:00.002+08:00

Okay, so it's 6.35am now.
But I'm online.
Whyyy?

Coz I can't bear to leave my computer at home :(

From today onwards,
it's back to school for all primary and secondary students.
So sad lah :(

I didn't do anything productive at all during the holidays.

And I'm scared,
coz honestly,
I didn't even do a single 'pakej percutian' homeworks.
TOOT.

Friends, I depend on your answers now :x

Krispy Kremeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

2009-05-31T22:42:00.004+08:00

WHeeeEeE~
Went to Time Square after tuition today xD
"SOMEONE" said she wanted to go at first,
but in the end, ... no comment.
You won't be the one I plan outings with anymore grrr.
So anyways,
our main purpose was to eat Krispy Kreme donuts,
but we shopped first.

After we were tired,
we sat down and ate some donuts yum :P

I think...
People's comments that they "melt in your mouth" or is "heavenly" etc,
is exaggerating (keterlaluan;melampau;kua cheong;too much;hiperbola).
The original glazed is actually TOO SWEET!!
And the sugar coating cracks once you hold it,
leaving a messy trail behind it.
And the worst thing is,
the Krispy Kreme outlet don't even have a basin to wash hands -_-""

Speaking of lousy,

HAHAHA! Check out the potato's pose.
He's like rubbing his forehead on Alexandra's xD

I have a picture of myself with that dude too,
but I won't post it here :x

Ok la,
that's all xD

Just wanna talk about Krispy Kreme.
I was soooo excited before this but sighhhhh!

But if you wanna go try it,
by all means go ahead!
You might have a sweet tooth, I tak tau.

whee!

2009-05-24T17:09:00.003+08:00

i just leveled another level on RC a.k.a. Restaurant City~
gembiranyeeeeeeeeeeeeer!!

by the way, i need bananas in RC.
anybody got? :(

oh, and anyone knows how to buy the ingredients?
i tried buying pasta for 6k yesterday
but tak boleh.
entah kenapa,
walaupun dah klik takde apa apa yang ubah.
ishk.

oh by the way,
you know what chapters in physics i hate the most?
it's -
form 4 : chapter 1, chapter 2, chapter 3, chapter 4 and chapter 5
form 5 : chapter 1, chapter 2, chapter 3, chapter 4 and chapter 5

not so bad right? :D

*for goodness' sake, share your tips with your friends lar... or close friends, at least. stop and think for a moment -- if everyone was as selfish as an ass (this means donkey :)) like you, you wouldn't get the tips also. so since you have the tips, why not you share with us so that we can share with other students? you think you're the only one who wants good grades in the whole kuala lumpur? you had all the wonderful and amazing friends you could get within your reach, but your selfishness has driven them far from you and your little world. have fun in your little world, loser.

blueks for you! :P

**it might not be too late if you try and change now.

failing with 'excellent' grades!

2009-05-23T22:04:00.003+08:00

alamak, sedihnye.
i think i'm gonna fail my taekwondo grading this time.
i did badly =.="
ask anyone who was watching,
i was the odd one,
who did everything wrong.

and i think about my moves for too long during one step sparring.

i know,
sucks right?

the only thing i got right was my taegeuk.
... i think =.=

AHHHHH SEI LARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR.

no matter what exams --
taekwondo, school, game, etc.
all exams suck =.=

i hate exams.
boo.
GRR!!

oh mai god.

2009-05-21T23:02:00.004+08:00

anyone with astro WLT watched Forensic Heroes II (法證先鋒II)?

actually i missed it the past few days coz i'm not exactly interested in this series la.
but today i watched.
and tim finally proposed to siu yau... again.

it was really happy when that happened la =.=

but then dunno wat,
the director run out of ideas or what.

last time tim's best friend, sam proposed to his girlfriend also.
but the girlfriend died when they were about to get married.

and in today's episode,
SAME CASE!

wth?

tim's girlfriend HAVEN'T die yet la in today's episode,
but i predict tomorrow she'll die,
the fella strangle her with something so freaking thick,
and her right hand got problems also,
what do you think?

die or don't die? -_-"

forensice heroes II is such a waste of time.

it's only interesting when they investigate cases,
but their love life sucks -_-

tak puas hati dengan HK drama ni lah.

*EDIT : OMG SHE DIN DIE WHOOO! and now i think ricky (the hair saloon guy) is the culprit! i think his alibi is a fake... discriminate cacat people!

sigh...

2009-05-19T11:28:00.002+08:00

this time,
i really, seriously think i'm gonna fail certain subjects.
i'm not just saying.
i know it's like,
usually i say "i'm gonna fail" but in the end i don't.

but this time,
i really think i WILL fail.

i have no confidence at all.

and no motivation to get up and study.

i feel like...
dying.

ya.
so stupid to feel like dying just coz of school.
but im scared when i think about what my future is,
if i fail my SPM.

lying on the street,
cold,
wet,
hungry.

:(

but even thinking bout that doesnt giv me 'semangat' to study.

sigh...
emo betul.

nub.

Happy Mother's Day!

2009-05-10T22:38:00.000+08:00

happy mother's day,
to my mum,
and all the mum's in the world (except those who tie their kids to a tree and burn them alive, those are dumb)!

you guys deserve this :D

and i feel bad coz i never make card for my mum this year, like how i usually do.
it WILL come though.
maybe one month late... LOL!

coz i facing diagnostik,
walaupun tak revision,
tapi masih malas.
sebab kalau bukan komputer,
tentu ialah televisyen.
kalau tak pun tuisyen.

sorryyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy!

kthxbye.

wow.

2009-05-08T17:25:00.002+08:00

i'm kraving krispy kreme.
which is krazy coz i've never really kraved donuts before.
i like them, but i don't go krazy or kuckoo over them.
but i really really really really wanna eatttttt!

i wonder if it'll be krispy.

jk lah.

papayas.

2009-05-07T22:34:00.007+08:00

i finally got rid of... 'it'.
just by saying one word.

omg xDD

i feel kinda bad but i'm not gonna apologise -.-
coz i feel that i'm finally free and not watched anymore aaaaaaaaaaaahahahahahah!

***

sigh.
life is getting boring nowadays.
it sucks.
i wanna go out with friends,
but i don't even want to bother asking.
every single time i ask them out,
they won't say they don't want to go.
most of the time they'll just say 2 words : "no money"
maybe that, and maybe "no time",
either those or the easier, more effective word : "exams"

whoo!

i feel like my youth is wasted.

and i don't know why but i feel disgusted at that thought.

my youth is wasted...
my youth is wasted...
my youth is wasted...

uekk.

i don't feel like a 17-year old teenager at all.
i feel like i'm a 50-year old fat woman sitting infront of her computer everyday complaining about life,
without any friends.

... and you know what? that thought is actually more soothing than thinking about my youth being wasted =.=

........

btw, if you're wondering about the post title,
yeah well this post doesn't have anything to do with papayas.
i just wrote that there coz i feel like writing it there.
meh.

$ell Ou7!

2009-05-06T20:25:00.003+08:00

"Joon Han Yeo sent a message to the members of Sell Out!

--------------------
Subject: List of Malaysian Cinemas Screening "Sell Out!"

Hi,

I'm sorry if you're getting this email even though you're not in Malaysia. I don't know how to select and email only members who are in Malaysia, ha ha.

There seems to be some confusion as to which cinemas are actually screening Sell Out! in Malaysia, starting this Thursday. Some cinemas are not displaying our publicity materials and, as far as I can tell, there's little or no information on the film and participating cinemas on some of the cinemas' websites.

To the best of my knowledge, this is the list of Malaysian cinemas that will be showing "Sell Out!" starting this Thursday (7 May 09). I'm afraid I don't have the showtimes, though. I believe it's currently not even possible to book online, but hopefully that will be fixed soon. If not, please go down to your preferred cinema and get your tix from the good old box office :-)

Please share this list with everyone you think might be interested to see Sell Out! This is probably the only place where a person can see the full list and decide where he/she would like to see the film.

We really, really appreciate your support and hope you'll enjoy the film as much as we suffered making it, ha ha.

joon han

1. Cathay Cineplex City Square Johor

2. GSC Dataran Pahlawan Melaka

3. TGV Jusco Shop. Ctr Seremban Negeri Sembilan

4. TGV Suria KLCC Kuala Lumpur

5. GSC Mid Valley Kuala Lumpur

6. GSC Pavillion, Bukit Bintang Kuala Lumpur

7. TGV Cap Square Kuala Lumpur

8. GSC Alamanda Putrajaya

9. TGV Cheras Selatan Selangor

10. GSC IOI Mall, Puchong Selangor

11. TGV Sunway Pyramid, Bandar Sunway Selangor

12. GSC Bandar Utama Selangor

13. Cathay Cineple Mutiara Damansara Selangor

14. TGV Kinta City, Ipoh Perak

15. GSC Queensbay Mall, Bayan Lepas Pulau Pinang

16. GSC Plaza Gurney Pulau Pinang

17. Screen Solution Langkawi Parade Kedah

18. GSC Berjaya Megamall, Kuantan Pahang

19. Star Cineplex Medan Pelita, Kuching Sarawak

20. GSC Signature Kuala Lumpur"

I highlighted the areas where we can possibly reach so it'll be easier for everyone xD

bloody shit

2009-05-05T23:13:00.006+08:00

i'm doing last minute chemistry corrections,
and now i'm in question 4, where you have to draw a table.

guess what?

i already filled in all the data into the table.
and then only i realised i forgot to start with a zero.
when i look into my pencil box,
i realised that my correction tape is missing.
so i have to cancel the whole bloody table,
and make a new one,
just because of one bloody stupid asshole mistake,
and one person who took my correction tape.
why?
why?
why?

ask miss cheng chee kuan.
(i'm sorry, i know you're stressed and all but..)
yes, i'm careless to have made a mistake.
and that is the exact reason why i buy a correction tape - because i'm careless.
NOT for you to lend and bring home and stare at it while i'm troubled.

bloody shit.

i'm not calling chee kuan a bloody shit ok?
just cursing.

because hell,
everybody takes my things for granted.
it's like,
other prefects lend my pen to write names.
and that's the last time i see my pen.
and when i ask them for it,
they say 'i'll give it to you later' or 'oops i lost it but i'll buy you a new one!',
so i foolishly watch them go away and never come back.
and then i have to bloody buy a new pen.
i know it costs only like 90 sens each.
but this happened dam a lot of bloody times.
and i'm broke as hell,
and yet i have to vomit more money out,
just because other people take my things for granted.

what's wrong with you people?

lend already only know how to say 'thank you',
then run away with my things forever is it?

this happened to too many of my things.

rulers, erasers, marker pens, highlighters, CDs, wig cap, pens, correction tapes, liquids, mechanical pencils (yes, even shakers), pencil leads, scissors, and god-knows what other bloody things people took away from me and said they'll 'return' it to me.

wth la.

i'm damn tired of this.

i really don't want to scold you guys,
or even shout.
but i can't help it.
coz i've had enough.
bloody. fucking. enough.

* i know readers hate it when i use vulgar. i don't like it either but so sorry, i've lost control again.

malaysian stars

2009-05-02T18:15:00.003+08:00

are rising!!
no i'm not talking about those shiny thing 'like a diamond in the sky',
i'm talking bout movie actors!

as some would know, i'm a movie buff,
ok la... more specifically a comedy movie buff.
i love love love comedy movies and i'll watch anything as long as it doesn't contain porn, violence and ghastly elements.

so anyway,
most of the movies i watch are obviously american/british.
but i found these 2 movies recently which looks decent enough to watch :

Sell Out! ($ell.Ou7!)
Talentime

kepohchi session

2009-04-30T19:31:00.002+08:00

my friend told me something today :(
she's having a fight with her family,
she knows she's not wholly right,
but she knows she's not wrong.
she knows her family is not wholly wrong,
but she knows they're not right.

she asked me if she should apologise...

i said NO o.O;

LOL!

but not forever of course.
i told her not to apologise out of the blue la.
just that, even if she should apologise,
choose the right time.

choose the time when she have enough proof to show that she's right,
and they're wrong,
and then admit that she's partly wrong,
but tell them they're partly wrong.

confusing?

yeah, kinda..

but now i feel kinda weird o.O;

somebodyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy!!

was it right for me to say that to my friend? @@

it's not gonna repeat.

2009-04-29T22:03:00.004+08:00

i really don't know what to write.
i can't really say what i want to,
because i don't really want to say anything.

well yeah,
i can't really say much soooooo.... bai.

btw,
if you're going cuckoo by keeping your emotions to yourself,
try :
03-7956 8144
they're The Befrienders, ready to listen to all your tears and fears.

happy birthday, spellman!

2009-04-23T22:30:00.004+08:00

yeah well, as the title says...

happy 17th spellman!

it's sad that ur birthday falls on physics and biology exam.
but my birthday present for you is let you copy my physics answers =X
... that i prepared until 1am last night.

these few exam days suck larrr.
sleep late, wake up early to
study study study.

bleh =.=

btw, that hurts :|

happy 'glory'-ious earth day!

2009-04-22T22:45:00.003+08:00

I know it's late,
but just a wishing lah.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY GLORY KONG,
and HAPPY EARTH DAY GUYS!

Hope you guys did your part on this day.
I know I didn't.
LOL =X

I didn't mean to!
The weather is hot and if I don't on the air-cond, I'll melt and then contribute to global warming... right?

So anyway,
facing Biology and Physics exam tomorrow =.-"
Yes, I got lots of tips but I couldn't find the answers so....
they're somewhat useless.

This time,
I KNOW I'll flunk Physics.
SURE to get below 40 =.="

ARGHHH!

What a regret to enter Science stream.
If only I entered accounts class,
I'll be in 5E or 5D now.
And life would be so much more relaxedddddddddddddd.
Everyday doing accounts like crazy,
instead of branching it into biology, chemistry and physics.

Sigh...
But oh well, no use crying over spilt milk so whatever.
Gonna continue researching my tips :D

ciaooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo!

chris-rihanna incident FINALLY explained!!

2009-04-21T22:27:00.002+08:00

i'm sure most of you know about the incident where chris brown hit rihanna right in the face right?
it happened around march if i'm not mistaken.
but it's only recently that i found out the 'true' explanation why this happens!

this might help chris brown to clear his name :DDDDD

for a wider screen : http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MIhshI34RSc

Asians are cool!

2009-04-20T13:28:00.001+08:00

dragonball the movie is stupid.

hahaha...

2009-04-19T20:26:00.004+08:00

i'm thinking bout dharleag again.
man i miss that guy.
helped me out so much,
although i barely know him.

i've only met him once in my whole life.
and i hate myself because i don't remember much of what he looks like.
and i don't even remember how he looks like.
dam.. i'm a terrible friend aren't i?
hahaha

i don't know why.
i barely know him.
and i don't even know if he remembers my name at all.
but i really, really do miss him.

and everytime i think of him i feel so sad.
i'm quite certain everyone who's known him feels that way too.

sigh...

...
...

:(
emo.

I WANT TO WATCH

2009-04-18T08:40:00.002+08:00

PAUL BLART - MALL COP!

i've been waiting to watch this movie for soooooo long,
so hopefully it'll turn out nice when i do watch it xD

HE'S JUST NOT THAT INTO YOU

sumthing lyk a luv story i fink,
but not really sure.
it looks interesting though,
so i want to watch ittttttttttt xD

CONFESSIONS OF A SHOPAHOLIC

WOOTTT!
frm the 1st time i saw this poster,
i was already lyk "i wanna watch this!"
it looks funnyyyy!
and although i'm not a shopaholic,
i wanna watchhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!

but i have exams.
they suck.
i haven't even studied.
ugh.
boo. i'm a movie buff -.-

i type lyk ZOMG!

2009-04-15T23:33:00.005+08:00

took an iq test just now.
nubs will be nubs.
i scored average ~__~

those who are interested to know where you stand,
this is the one i took:
http://www.iqtest.com/index.html

they dont analayse your score for you.
unless you pay them lar.
which is 9.95$,
kira-kira rm69.65.
so ya,
if you're desperate to get your brain analaysed then buy lar.

if not just take the test and see your score.
the chart is here:

Intelligence Interval	Cognitive Designation
40 - 54	Severely challenged (Less than 1% of test takers)
55 - 69	Challenged (2.3% of test takers)
70 - 84	Below average
85 - 114	Average (68% of test takers)
115 - 129	Above average
130 - 144	Gifted (2.3% of test takers)
145 - 159	Genius (Less than 1% of test takers)
160 - 175	Extraordinary genius

tell this nub your results after taking it!
:D

i type lyk broke

2009-04-13T16:40:00.002+08:00

garh, i'm broke.
wallet is completely empty.
except for my IC, some Buddhist prayer things, some name cards and other stuff i dont even know i have.
somore this sunday going yaki-yaki.
haiiiiiiyoooooooor.
but i really wanna go,
coz so many people are going and i wanna eat japanese bbq buffet too!
i have a feeling everyone's gonna come to school the next morning complaining about a weight gain of a few kg xD

anyway,
took my BM test today coz i was busy on saturday.
took it with the others who didn't come on that day.
we did it at the bilik guru at first,
but since so many people were walking in out in out,
and talking loudly,
so we shifted to the library.
but it was occupied so we used the apd room.
the librarian juniors dont know what happen to the lights so they didnt bother turning it on for us,
make us have to do our exam in the dark.

but finally, chin thong came in and on the light.
mata tak sakit lagi :D

the BM exam was ok-ok la.
thank you to everyone who gave me so many tips and supported me xDD

i left 2 questions blank, at the bina ayat section.
tarbiah and takziah.
and only after the exam i remembered wat takziah is =.=

tttooooooooootttttt!!

whatever la, over liao.

SPAM.

i type lyk lazy

2009-04-12T18:08:00.005+08:00

to dose hu noe,
ya i feel a lil dissapointed
and pain of coz.
but i admit defeat,
n lookie!
i'm still starting evryday wif a smil.... ey. :D

:D
i type lyk nub.
ask ck if u dun blif.
right, ck?
i type lyk NUBBB :D

but nubs rawk.

dup lup

2009-04-10T19:54:00.004+08:00

lub
dub
lub
dub
lub dub
lub dub
lub-dub
lub-dub
lubdub
lubdub
lubdublubdublubdublubdublubdub

:OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
LOL -_=

less commitment = more fun :D

2009-04-06T00:42:00.005+08:00

During the Prefects' Orientation Day,
Pn. Rohana mentioned Form 5 prefects would be less commited come April.
At first, I was really angry that she said that.
Now, I've cooled down.
If she thinks that way,
let things be that way then :D

I mean,
teachers are not even committing themselves.
And they expect commitment?
This is like,
a diehard meat-eater encouraging people to eat vegetables.
Or whatever.
I can't think of anything better.
Interpret that yourself.

Also,
I feel really unhappy about the fact that
my patrol catch a number of students every morning.
But 90% of the time, teachers aren't there to help catch students.
50% of the time, teachers aren't there to tegur the pelajar after prefects jotted down the names.
And 100% of the time, the names prefects jot down are useless.
We're wasting paper,
might as well not write anything.
Saves paper, pen ink, effort and money.

Besides,
I'm so sorry to say this, but...
irarelyseethetopajksdoingworkcozalltheydoispointfingersandasktheanak
buahtogettheirownhandsdirtyinsteadofdoingitthemselves.imnotsayingyou
alldontdoworkatallbutless.allyoudoisscoldusandtalkbigwhenyouyourself
arentdoingmuchofanythingandthatsmakingmeandalltheprefectsprettyunhappy
withyouguysallpretendingtodoworkonly.
:X
imsosorrybutallivesaidistrueplsdontkillmebutinsteadtrytoimprove!

NO OFFENSE INTENDED AT ALL!
Just ranting coz I'm bored.

.............

2009-04-05T08:04:00.004+08:00

I just typed a whole truckload of crap.
But I deleted it,
I think I should keep this simple.

Last night, I dreamt that my heart was being capsuled.
Capsuled 4 times with a thin layer of plastic.
And the outer layer was a thick metal.
Capsuled so that it couldn't be hurt or damaged by words of insult.
And actions of friends and family and those I care for.

This morning, I woke up and decided...
I'm tired.
Tired... and sick.
Of being a good friend.
I may not be a good friend, I know.
But I tried.
I smile when they say they have NO MONEY to go out with me (but they go out with other friends),
I help them when they don't ask for help, but when I know they need help,
I stick with them through thick and thin,
I keep my anger to the minimum when they do something to make my blood boil,
I sit with them when nobody else sits with them,
I've made countless enemies to protect my friends,
I sacrifice time and effort and many other things to make friendships last,
but screw it.

BECAUSE HELLO?
I WOKE UP THIS MORNING.
AND FINALLY WOKE UP TO THE WORLD.
I FINALLY REALISED THAT
THIS WORLD IS SO FREAKING UNFAIR.
EVERYBODY TELLS LIES TO PROTECT THEMSELVES.
NOBODY CARES ABOUT THE ENVIRONMENT.
NOBODY CARES ABOUT ANIMALS.
NOBODY CARES ABOUT ANYTHING EXCEPT THEMSELVES.
SO WHY THE HELL SHOULD I CARE ABOUT ANYTHING BUT MYSELF TOO?

YES MAN

2009-04-03T20:26:00.004+08:00

It's awesome, so watch it :D

It's basically about a guy who hates socialising.
Of course, he has friends but he always finds an excuse to not hang out with them.
He's been at the same job for years.
And his life sucks.
But one day, he met an old friend who reccomends him for a "YES" program.
He said no.

But then he got a weird dream and decided to go after all.
During the seminar, he oathed to say yes to everything in life the moment he walks out of the hall.
And from the moment he walks out of the hall,
his life changes.
He starts to say yes to everything and anything.
And with that, his career improves, his love life improves, his LIFE improves.
Just by saying yes to everything and anything.

The storyline is unpredictable and the show is just so random xDD

Watch it NOWWWWWWW!!!

You know you wanna say yes.

Oh by the way, I'm doing a survey so please vote on the poll on the right :D
I know you'll say yes, so thanks!

Orientation Day

2009-03-29T17:33:00.002+08:00

The Prefect's Orientation Day yesterday really funn!!
And it's a sweet memory to add into my uhhh.......
collection?
Collection in my brain la, whatever.

I skipped Talib's ceramah altogether nyahahahha.
I did go for Norliza's one.
Kinda fun larrrrrrrrrrr.

Thank God there are more games than talking this year,
whee~

Thanks to all the AJKs (including me LOL) for planning the orientation day well.
I personally think it's a success.

To those who didn't attend; -
1. you've missed out on a load of fun :D
2. Rohana says she's gonna meet you guys o.O

Oh, and how was your Earth Hour guys?

I 'extended' my Earth Hour into Earth Hours =.="
Okay well, actually Tenaga Nasional did that for me.
So yeah, "THANKS", Tenaga Nasional.

After coming home from a tired day at the orientation,
I expect to take a nice warm bath and sleep in a well ventilated room.
But Tenaga Nasional took that away from me >:(

So anyway,
the electricity came back at 7.30am.
But since I'm soo nice (XDD), the lights continued to be off.

During the real Earth Hour,
I just sat there doing nothing =.-
sienz.
I'm a boring kid.
And a bored one.

And after Earth Hour,
I still continue to show my support by switching off all the lights...
and watching DVD LOL.

Quantum of Solace suck lah.
This is the first time I watched a James Bond movie and it sucks.
I thought Bond was supposed to be some kind of superhero.
You know, not like Batman or Superman or.. whatever.
But our ordinary everyday superhero.
But it turns out he's a crazy man let loose from the assylum.
He kills almost all his enemies,
and even betrays his own leader's orders.
And...
act cool =.=
lol.

I am..

2009-03-25T20:58:00.001+08:00

You Are Affectionate

Your life is full of love and friendship - and you always have more to give.
You have an open heart. You are willing to take that leap and put your faith in people.

You see the good in everyone and everything. You are a very sympathetic person.
The people you love make you very happy. You feel warmly toward those around you.

What Kind of Happy Are You?

Shh...

2009-03-24T20:59:00.001+08:00

Watch this alone,
the message gets through much easier.
Make sure there's no distraction when you watch.
And... enjoy.
Might get a little boring,
but that only reflects your personality ya? :)

Raindrops are falling on my head ♫

2009-03-22T17:26:00.004+08:00

Have a happy

WORLD WATER DAY :)))

I admit I'm not doing much...
Because I already usually save water on normal days! xD
Unless you ask me not to shower, which is never going to happen -_-"

Anyway, yeah.
Use water wisely, and treat every drop like gold.
Coz without water, we wouldn't be able to :
bath/shower, drink, eat (food is made of water also ok?), wash clothes, refresh ourselves, wash dishes, and... smile (it makes sense if you think about it)

We never know the worth of water till the well is dry. ~Thomas Fuller, Gnomologia, 1732

Tig Tag

2009-03-19T11:49:00.002+08:00

Tagged by Sze Hui~

Do not copy the answers.
The tag questions must be 100% same.
Tag people after doing the tag.
No tagging back.

(wanna do the tag also can, dowan do also can)

1. Alexandra Lee
2. Yee Wen
3. Szu Wah
4. Alicia Mooy
5. Chee Kuan
6. Sook Kuan
7. Fei Jie a.k.a. Fui Jinn
8. Glory
9. May Yen
10. Phei Fang

How do you know 1?

Was in the same school, same class as her from Form 1 - Form 3

What would you do if you never met 2?

I would have never met a precious friend?

What would you do if 3 & 4 dated you?

laugh out loud xD

Would 5 & 6 make a good couple?

Erm... no. o.O

Do you think 7 is attractive?

LOL YEAH!! SHE'S SO ATTRACTIVE HAHAHAHHAHAHA!!!

Do you know anything about 8’s family?

8's the eldest and only daughter in the family with a younger sibling who turns 13 this year, and they both live with their parents in a double storey house in Salak South?

Tell me something about 9

She's friendly and nice but vulgar sometimes o.O

What language does 2 speak?

English, BM, Cantonese, Mandarin, Hakka and learning Hokkien from 6 xD

Who is 3 going out with?

She dowan tell me... or maybe talak, I tak tau.

How old is 4?

veli the young lah, 17 years old niaa

Who is 6’s favourite singer?

o.O" Jay Chou I think.

Would you date 7?

HAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHA

I prefer 10 single?

What does that mean? :S

What is 9’s last name?

Cheong

Would you consider being in a relationship with 1?

I'm tired of laughing, so please. -.="

Which school does 2 go to?

Sekolah Menengah Kebangsaan Bandar Baru Seri Petaling... a school with a super long name, in short.

What do you like about 3?

One of a kind, loyal friend.

As easy as 1, 2. 1, 2, 3, 4!

2009-03-17T12:41:00.003+08:00

Zomg I love this song xD

Plain White T's - 1234

There's only ONE thing, TWO do, THREE words, FOUR you~~~

xD

[Off the music at the side before playing]
[This side --->]

Earth Hour 2009

2009-03-16T22:34:00.004+08:00

Hello everyone!
First of all, I started driving.
W00T.
So fun, like riding a bull that gone mad.
The engine keep on dying in the middle of the road at first.
I really dislike controlling the clutch lah.
But after that I was fine.
Thanks Mr. Hoe, my driving instructor xD
He was kind and patient to teach and guide me.
And thank God, he didn't scold me at all f3~

Anyway.
Yeah, the title?

Earth Hour is a... program (?) that started in 2007.
At first, it was only at a few parts of the world.
In 2008, it brought 50 million people to switch off the lights.

THIS YEAR,
it aims for 1 billion people to switch off their lights.

The objective?
To fight against global warming.
If you leave your lights on during the given period,
it shows you're supporting global warming.
Switch it off, and it'll show that you're against it.
Many companies are participating.
Air Asia, Petrosains, and even hotels... LOL!

When?
March 28 2009, Saturday. (Also prefect's orientation day~)
8.30pm - 9.30pm.

I'm in, are you? :D

www.earthhour.org/malaysia
(Sign up here to show your support!)

YAY!

2009-03-14T15:53:00.002+08:00

La la la la laaa

xDDD

All I can say is,
I start Monday.
I think..

Whoa.

2009-03-12T23:15:00.001+08:00

I'm glad to have finally given Pn. Tan the prefects' money.
All the time I was having it, I felt kinda insecure.
And every 30 seconds, I keep feeling my pocket to make sure it's there.
Everyday, I'll count the money over and over again to make sure I haven't lost any.
It's the first time I become a treasurer so yeah, I'm kinda scared lol -_-

Luckily nothing was lost xD

Hey, sorry lar for those of you not going for the orientation.
I don't feel like going also,
but everyone has to pay.
Our beloved prefect's teacher said so :O

2009-03-08T21:14:00.002+08:00

If I haven't said this before,
I'm sorry.
I've been thinking.
Maybe it isn't all your fault.
I guess I'm partially wrong too.

Okay,
we're both wrong.

Right now,
I forgive you.

So...................
Forgive me too?

Truce.
And friends... now and always.

Land ahoy!

2009-03-05T16:27:00.000+08:00

Sigh...
You finally apologised.
I know I said I'm angry and all,
and it is true...
Until a certain period of time.

Frankly, I've stopped being angry for a day or 2 now.
So it's a good thing you chose the right time to apologise.
It's been a whole week.
And DUH,
I'm already tired of fighting.
And getting cranky at my patrol everyday, (sorry Patrol 1!!)
just because I'm unhappy with the condition of our friendship.

Thank God the ship has been saved from sinking.

Ya know...

2009-02-28T23:21:00.003+08:00

To be extremely honest, I'd love to write your name here.
Then again, I wouldn't like it if someone wrote my name and talked bad about me openly.
So since we have to
'treat others the way you want to be treated',
I will not write your name here.
:) (and anyway, it will only pollute my blog :X)

At first, I didn't really wanna write about this matter in my blog.
But the more I think about it, the angrier I feel.
And I need somewhere or someone to vent my anger to.
Since nobody's beside me and I don't wanna ruin my family's mood,
I'll be venting it here.

I do my job, and everything teacher asked me to do.
I don't do more than what I'm asked to do, but I don't do less either.
I don't bring much trouble to you, if at all.
YOU don't see me insulting you infront of teachers or others to protect myself.
YOU are a total toot.

Nyahahaha -_-

But seriously, why?
I really thought we were friends.
But I realised that's just what's happening on the surface.

Honestly, I thought you were a part of the gang.
I didn't know that half the gang isn't even close to you.
But I was stupid to make quick judgements and placed your bloody name as part of our gang.
I might have burdened the rest of the gang.
This is my fault, I admit.

But whatever it is, we weren't close to begin with.
I thought we were a gang and so I tried to be friendlier.
If not for my effort, we wouldn't even be friends... until 3 days ago, of course.
'Coz that's when you betrayed me.

I really thought it was possible to forgive you and move on.
Trying to be an optimist, I stopped throwing angry signals, and instead start showing a more mature attitude.
But I guess you're just not like that.
I don't know why.
But YOU are wrong, and yet YOU get angry at ME.
When it's supposed to be vice versa.
This is all too wrong.
And all too fustrating.

Bloody lazy pig,
you don't even deserve a post in ANY of the societies or whatsoever.
Because honestly,
everyone agress that you're a faker, a liar, an irresponsible, useless, lazy ass.
No lah, I won't be so bad. I mean ass as in female donkey :)

Now,
this friendship might still be saved.
Or it might not.
Because your attitude is just so...
horrible and immature.
You tight-fisted person who lives poor and dies rich =.=

Argh. Entah kenapa sudah cakap panjang lebar masih geram.

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TOOT.
No, not just toot.
toot you >:(

I don't wanna pollute my pure blog just coz of you so yeah :D

But seriously,
I rarely get angry at friends.
Family from time to time got lah, since we see each others' face day and night, and goes the saying 'We treat the people most precious to us with the most disdain'.

Wow I'm so philosophical today :DDD

Dear Streamyx,

2009-02-25T20:47:00.003+08:00

I came across this article a few days ago.

Circuit faults slow down surfing on Streamyx

By STEVEN PATRICK

PETALING JAYA: Streamyx broadband users will have to bear with sluggish surfing speeds until March 5 due to technical problems, according to Telekom Malaysia Bhd (TM).

TM said in a statement that there has been a disruption of TM’s Internet services since Feb 18 due to circuit faults on the Asia Pacific Cable Network 2 (APCN2) between Malaysia and the United States.

Due to this, customers using Internet services may now experience slow browsing while accessing content hosted in the United States, said the statement.

Additionally, customers using Internet Protocol services such as Virtual Private Network (VPN) and other critical business applications linked to the United States may also experience some service degradation.

To alleviate the problem and ease the congestion, some links have been rerouted, TM said.

During restoration process, traffic to North America may experience minor degradation while traffic to other countries would not be affected.

What do they mean, streamyx will be slowed down?

It's already so freaking SLOWWWW,
and now it's even SLOWWWW-er.

Go to hell lah streamyx.

I wish I could get rid of it ASAP and change the WiMax.

Bye Mr. Intervention Test.

2009-02-20T20:59:00.003+08:00

Hi guys!
The ujian intervensi is finally over.
But honestly I think this test is a waste of time.
And the best example is English exam.
Just a summary and questions based on the summary.
And also, Maths is just 40 objective questions.
No structure.
Lol?

Anyway,
how're your exam results?
I know mine isn't very good -_-"

Don't get me wrong, I'm really grateful that I got pretty average marks,
rather than failing.

Sigh,
~~Almost~~ Everyone I know is unhappy about their results
... which of course includes me.
I can't really tell if I've improved or not this exam.
but I think I didn't la -.=
or my exam results would be higher than last year.

Oh well~

People who got below 35%, cheer up.

Mann,

2009-02-12T18:58:00.001+08:00

if I'm not at tuition, I'm sleeping. If I'm not sleeping, I'm watching TV. If I'm not watching TV, I'm playing the computer.

I haven't studied yet and the intervention test is in 2 days time. GAH.

I really cant bring myself to the study table.. :(

Birthday party! :P

2009-01-31T10:34:00.006+08:00

First of, thanks everyone for coming! Thanks to my parents for organising, buying, marinating, and basically everything! Thanks to my brothers for helping to hang the balloons and all :D

I had a great time at the party and I hope you guys did, too :)

Yee Wen our 'manteinance crew'!

Whoo sausage! I didn't get to eat that particular sausage in the end -_-

Me : I wanna BBQ my sausage!
SW : FULL. Second round!!

What's Fei Jie doing to her nose?

My family :) Special thanks to my parents for helping so much in this party :D

Friends... Thanks for coming guys :D

Cutting the cake (duh)

Group photo... Unfortunately, Sze Hui and Alicia left :|

My 2 handsome brothers xD

Shoo flea, don't bother me!

2009-01-29T21:40:00.001+08:00

Eeee. You know, my left ear has been hurting since yesterday, if I touch it la.

There's a big, brown bulging dot slightly above my ear lobe and I thought it was a blood clot!

Worst of all, it's been there since yesterday when I went for a movie with my mum.

But today, I realised that this blood clot shouldn't hurt so much. It even hurts when I just lightly touch the surrounding area. Ish.

SOOO, I ask my dad to take a look at it and he suggested it might be a flea.

Since I didn't wanna bear the pain and wanna find out if it's really a flea, I started trying to peel it out, and boy was it PAINFUL D<

1/4 of my left ear was red with pain and finally....

IT IS A FLEA.

Too bad, now it's down the loo :)

Bad year for MEHH?

2009-01-24T16:10:00.002+08:00

Whee~ I like apple green colour nowadays :D

I was at Petaling Street just now, and in conjunction with the CNY celebration, they have many boards forecasting chinese zodiac animals.

As many of you know, I'm a sheep and... I got a bad forecast this year wth -_-

But good luck to you monkeys, etc. Go there and stand in the middle of the road with your head thrown back and read everything lah. They have overview, career, and some stuff like that.

Save the dogs.

2009-01-12T18:46:00.003+08:00

I shouted at a girl during recess benteng just now andddd I kinda regret. But whatever. To those who think the girl is right and I am wrong, well she was going against prefects and the rules -.-

Anyway, guys.

Taman Seri Endah's playground has like, 7-8 little dogs running around. I didn't see the usual big ones today, I guess these are the puppies or something. They're not that little, maybe 3-4 years.
And they all seem tame. When I walked near them this afternoon, they ran away hahaha!

Oh, and I bought 2 mini murtabaks outside the school earlier and only ate one of them. So I decided to give it to the dogs. But even when I had food in my hand they didn't dare come near. I wonder which inconsiderate human scared them :

It's really sad actually.

I left the murtabak on the ground and as soon as I turned my back to walk away, they came scampering toward the ground looking for it.

There was ONE piece and EIGHT of them.

So... What I'm trying to say is, if you and your family are considering to get a life companion who would be there with you guys through thick and thin, please PLEASE PLEASEEE think about picking up a stray dog.

They may not have a pedigree or certificate, and you may have to get them neutered and vaccinations but they'll provide you with lots of joy and happiness. It's really worth it.

These mongrels have to stay unsheltered through rain and shine, and they have to dig their way into the rubbish for food, and ONLY if they're lucky will they survive. The rest will die of starvation.

For every dog/cat you buy at a pet shop, a dog/cat at a shelter or your streets lose it's opportunity of finding a home... FOREVER.

I beg of you to seriously consider picking up a stray or two if your family is thinking of getting pets.

PLEASE? They need your help.

I'm getting old

2009-01-09T22:55:00.003+08:00

No seriously -_-

Been making lots and lots of mistakes and I can't calculate properly too. I wonder what will happen to me in 10 years' time -.=

Oh, and I'm sorry if I use vulgar.

I is human too, you know?

V.O.M.I.T.

2009-01-07T23:06:00.002+08:00

W00T guess what? I vomitteddd!! LOL.

I've been having stomach discomfort the whole day and feeling nauseous. I even skipped lunch and dinner... except for a bowl of chicken and potato curry.

But thank GODDDD I finally vomitted and got rid of that uneasy feeling. I can sleep in peace now 8DDDD

Oh by the way, I see all my undigested chicken curry being vomitted out, eew.

XD

First day of school

2009-01-05T20:45:00.001+08:00

New year, new day of school.

I got up at 6am and got ready for school. Gah.

Turns out that Mr. Siva the big, fat teacher who always makes empty promises is the new PK HEM and head disciplinary teacher.

Our new headmistress is a malay lady who looks like a plumper version of Pn. Bidah, and her name is Pn. Rohanah if I'm not mistaken.

One by one, Pn. Koek, En. Siva, Pn. Hafsah and Pn. Rohanah took turns to make a speech, with En. Redzuan butting in between every speech, repeating EXACTLY what the teacher already said -_-

Finally, students were allowed to go up class by class, but the prefects still have to suffer. TOOT.

I was the one of the unlucky ones to write down students' name. And as more students were pulled out and none released, it soon became very messy, like duh.

And to add to the suffering, the sun was scorching hot zzz.

I'm glad I got a post at the Prefectorial Board, but it's not confirmed and it's pretty low anyway.

Anywayss, I'm sitting at the most left of the class which sucks 'cause I can barely see the whiteboard. And Chee Kuan covers the window with newspapers -_- Dude, use sunblock lah.

The new sivic teacher is from Negeri Sembilan, and like Alicia says "she is one confused lady".

She told us during the year of SPM, she uses a net ball as a pillow so that when the ball rolls away, her head knocks against the floor and she wakes up. No wonder her brain is damaged.

First, she keeps mentioning "Melayu, cina, india" and then she claims she's not racist -_- Then she tells us that malays are good, and then she says they're bad. And then chinese good, then bad. Wth is she trying to tell us? Also, she assumes that all chinese are rich. That's a racist judgement -_-

So my first impression on this teacher is that she's a show off, racist teacher. Bleh.

I don't know if we're lucky or not, but Pn. Tan and Cik Mazlina remains as our history and physics teacher respectively.

Sigh. What a hectic first day of school :(

New year's resolution

2009-01-02T16:17:00.003+08:00

Alamak, ter-delete my last post @@;;

As I was saying... 2009 resolutions :

1. Pass driving exam and obtain P license!
2. Better results!
3. More sociable (because I suck at socialising)
4. Smile & Laugh more often!
5. Stronger bonds with family & friends

There are more, but some I forgot, and some are a secret :D

Neway, thanks everyone for being there for me throughout the year. I know I may have been a jerk but you guys still stood by me, so thank you and have a smashin' new year!!

Ah Long Christmas Gathering

2008-12-23T11:37:00.002+08:00

Yeah! The Ah Long Gang christmas gathering at the Secret Recipe yesterday was successful! I hope everyone had fun, and I tried very hard to involve everyone in the chitter chattering.

Waiting for our food to arrive~

Chee Kuan forgot to bring her gift, so she was kinda incharge for the gift exchange.

And don't you just love seeing their goofy, happy faces receiving presents? :D

I told you pictures talk!

I lub you ah long gang :D

Comic Fiesta Day 1

2008-12-20T22:59:00.004+08:00

Left the house at 11AM with Wei Yi and headed to Sunway Pyramid! Saw Jolene & Jovee, my cousins while we were feeling lost. Apparently, they were lost too so we asked the information counter for some help. They were efficient and helpful.

The 4 of us scanned through the crowd, art, cosplayers, and stores. The hall was filled with loud noises of anime hits.

After a while, Jovee and I left for a game of arcade and window shopping (for gifts). We then went back to the hall at 1PM, just in time to catch the group cosplay competition.

Unfortunately, there was technical problem which really sucks.

We met up with Jolene's 2 friends and went for McD! Yummmmm.

Tapau-ed double beef prosperity burger with twister fries and coke for my sister who was volunteering, bought my bro and my lunch and... ate, doh.

After passing the food to my sister behind the ticketing booth, Jolene and her friends decided to draw on the longest banner of "comic try" (whatever the heck that is) that will be in Malaysia's Book of Records.

Their drawing was awesome but frankly, I still prefer Jolene's style of art. Her friend's are like... erm, too... pretty-boyish o.O Jolene's style is cute and seem effortless :D

We went in again and found something funny LOL!

I have nooo idea if that's a bear, cat, dog, or lion so don't ask me.

All I know is that guy's uber funny! The song "Boomdeyada" from Discovery Channel was playing, and he was bouncing to it LOL!!

The rest of the day was kinda boring because the hall was considered small so we already went through all the booths like what, 4 times?

I didn't buy much, except for a badge with a weird alien on it, and around it are the words "are you hungry?". Yes I am :D I also bought 2 more badges from a gift shop, but that's all I spent, besides lunch of course.

On the other hand... :O I don't know how much Wei Yi, Jolene & Jovee spend but o.O; I don't think I'd like to know the exact figures.

Anyway, that's about it. Day 2 is tomorrow!

DOH.

Mid Valley :DD

2008-12-19T00:09:00.004+08:00

Missing in picture : Sanjivan, Mer Vin

Went to Mid Valley with Alexandra, Yee Wen, Sook Kuan, Sze Hui, Chee Kuan, Chee Meng, uhh.. Chee Meng's friend, Sanjivan, Kritz and Mer Vin.

Lunch was at Yoyo's Snack. The restaurant was just O.K., 'coz I think it's more for breakfast and teatime, not a main meal. So there were very little variety of food to choose from.

I purposely ordered noodles that are not nissin (instant noodle) but in the end, my noodles was nissin... Apalah. -__-"

We watched Wild Child, starring Emma Roberts as Poppy Moore. The movie was nice, touching, and at the same time really humorous. Honestly, without Hariet (the bad girl who hates Poppy) the show wouldn't be funny xD

Anyway, it's nice to meet up with people that I haven't seen since the holidays started although I didn't talk to them. But it's cool :)

Okayy, I gots nothing else to talk about.

Heh :D

2008-12-15T10:28:00.002+08:00

This is kinda true :D

You Are a Carousel

You are young at heart and a truly playful person. No one would ever accuse you of taking life too seriously.
You are definitely in things for the fun. You find joy easily, and you are often building up anticipation for your next adventure.
In relationships, you tend to want to be babied and taken care of.
And while you may be a bit high maintenance, you are incredibly loyal.
Your life is simple and satisfying. Each day you treat yourself to something you enjoy.
You have a lot of emotional attachments, and experiences are extra vivid to you.
You tend to be nostalgic and sentimental. The past is important to you.
Comfortable around all living things, you have a special connection to animals and children.

At your best, you are whimsical, free spirited, and creative.
Even if your schemes seem a bit strange, they usually work out wonderfully.
At your worst, you are spoiled, demanding, and impossible to satisfy.
You've been known to act like a brat if you aren't getting your way!

What Carnival Ride Are You?

Ooh and I passed my test ;P

Law exam.

2008-12-12T16:26:00.004+08:00

Heyy, the driving seminar was fine. Right now, I fear the test. Yeah, I'm taking it tomorrow because I don't really have a choice.

Next week, I'll be attending the Comic Fiesta event during the weekend so obviously I won't have time to do the test.

The following week pulak would be christmas week. I don't have any programs on and although christmas isn't during the weekend, I don't wanna take exam to ruin the christmassy mood.

And then the week after that, school reopens.. argh. Dammit.

I feel pretty confident about this test, but at the same time I feel scared.

I've gone through the 500 questions in the book twice and I'm doing my third round now. Hopefully, I can finish the whole book again by tonight.

OK, need to ciao.

By the way, Goliath says hi... If you can find him, that is.

2008-12-11T09:40:00.004+08:00

I don't really wanna do this but since a few people tagged me... ><

x1. Who is your ONE best friend?
-

x2. How long do you know him/her?
-

x3. Upload a picture of you & him/her.
-

x4. Is the person that tagged you your best friend?
-

x5. Describe the person that tagged you.
Kei Yan - really sweet girl :D
Sook Kuan - helpful when you need it :D
Alexandra - always there when you need her :D

x6. How do you get to know the person that tagged you?
Was in the same class with me from From 1 ~ 3

x7. Ever regretted from knowing some friend?
No, I love em' all :D

x8. If your best friend betrayed you, what will you do?
Nothing. At least that's what I do when I get betrayed :O Nothing.

x9. It's your best friend birthday. What would you give him/her?
Think of a fresh new idea to surprise the fella

x10. Say something grateful to your best friend.
Hi unknown person :)

Tag :
Anyone

Let it snow~

2008-12-10T11:27:00.004+08:00

Thought I'd upload my christmas tree pictures for the fun of it. It's small, short and messy but I love it :)

Not many pictures because although I adore my christmas tree for having its own unique decorations, I'm not a good photographer so... I don't know what's the right angle to take a nice picture.